Cut Down Post

This post is actually overdue, hehe... cos Jenny cudn't go to the 族魂 on saturday. Too bad... but she did not miss alot honestly speaking...

Jenny, all the photo's have been posted on facebook, but sorry for the quality cos it was onli my handphone and i was sitting way back . Hehe... but i did take a pic of each of the performances, haha...

For the songs, most of them were pretty old songs, they did not interest me but there was one guy who I just have to give credit to because he sang pretty well, don't remember which school was he from tho.

For the dances, why do all of them have to use fans?? Luckily our skool's traditional dance entry won 3rd price, which I think becos they din bring any fans or any other tools on stage, just pure skills... haha...

For the modern dances, Kuching ppl are still not that trained or experienced to pull off amazing break dances or even poping for those so called ''sufflers''? They don't have the power. Imagine my shock wen I found out that our school entered this category, but failed badly, lousy choreography and no technique, =P, but kudos for the effort.
The real pros came in last as guest performers, the Feasible Crew! I've heard of them on the news cos they won quite a number of dance competitions in Kuching, they really have the rhytm, and their moves were executed correctly. I guess thats what you get for practicing as much as them?

There were also some comediacal performances, especially from Kuching Town 1, the duo really got the crowd laughing and clapping. There was also this girl and guy pair that quized each other, one book0smart and one street0smart. They weren't as gud as the two guys from Kuching town.

So, here ends it, for pictures, visit my facebook, hehe. =D

When work pays off...

So our muet teacher comes barging in one day and promotes the star education co-edu ministry organize a competition- make-a-magazine-competition. (If you still haven't guessed it, thats not the real name). Tho the first prize wasnt all lucrative, we were all drawn to the free pizza upon completion of the paper. @@

At first we were torn between teenage pregnancy and internet addiction, cos we were all boys and such, but internet addiction is abit dull... and so we went on with teenage pregnancy, haha...

The feature article is so hard to write!! As in it's not easy to write something thats not coming straight from your mind, get what I mean? Like this blogging thing, I just simply type what my mind is thinking, progress s smooth and fast, but 1000 word essay writing is just soo... agonising...@@ especially with so many information available on the internet, its harder to decide whether to slip in fact here, or fact there.

Thou I was group leader, I dared not take action before I finished my essay... but we were'nt too late, in fact we were the 1st group to hand in! XD, and we're a bunch of guys some more!, lol.


Since we're making a magazine, the cover can say is the most important, lol.
After two seasons of watching ugly betty, I think I know what I'm doing. LOL!


First, take a look at the picture above. Then look at our magazine cover. Ladies and gentlemen, abra kedabra alakazam! use psybeam! bend those spoons!

Lady in the picture is Sheng's sister, haha, i crop 1 oh~, and i changed her chair from blue to yellow to fit the clinic chairs... can say I'm really excited cos I can do photoshop magic, hahaha... ^.^

Billy cutting the base for long's comics while watching the lakers' game...

Long sticking our materials, cos he's the one with... small delicate hands?

We are showing the GLUESTICK spirit~! XD Gluesticks are so much better than the gooey ones, XD =P.

So now we wait for the results to come out on 19th July. Our group is aiming for the runner up prize, 3days 2 nights at Genting, but we're happy that we're getting a regular pizza each. You wanna see our video?? Its 18PG, @@, Lol...


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Holiday mission accomplished!

Visiting Trip

Monday, some school club organised a trip to visit the Sejingkat Power Plant. They actually wanted to go to the cat museum, dunno why they changed it... I can't remember when was the last time I went there. Could it be never?

I nearly fainted when they passed out questions for us to ask...==;; What's up with that?

Again, I din't want to go when I heard that most of Sc3 is going... no offence, I just want to avoid trouble... but it turned out okay...

We waited VERY long for the bus, cause the organisers asked us to go early. 28 people went, including the teachers. I remember that I heard that Cecilia said that it took 2 hours to get there, man, how wrong was she...

So we went there, first thing we saw were a bunch of terrace houses built for the plant workers. Then we checked in, and we went into some room for a briefing. We were told about the whole process of coal burning... steam making and electricity production. I have a feeling that mr.bong used to work there or at least visited there before and this trip is actually his idea... hmmm......

After the briefing, we got helmets and ear plugs before we went into actual plant.

These are the turbines that generate electricity, it really wasn't that noisy, so the earplugs were rather useless? Tho they made a good token of memory, lol...
Then we went into the control room. Basically, the monitor the turbines and the boilers here. ''Coal-control'' is in another control room. But we din visit the coal part because we din have enough time, I think... I really wanted to ride the conveyor belt, lol...


That is one high temp. @@ . Notice the chinese writing on the meters? Its actually because the whole plant is made in china. There's even a supervisor from china that's been here for 10 years.

This is the sign on the boiler. They make fireballs...@@

A Promised Update

Okay okay, I know I should be updating long ago... but there's quite a lot of things that I'm up to lately...

You see, after 5 days of exams, 2 weeks of holiday starts~ .
Well, I guess its one of the perks of being in form6, low exam period, haha...

Last Friday, the school came up with a teacher's day celebration and the hari pelajar cemerlang, way the go on saving the trouble. That day ar, I never actually wanted to go, then Mrs Lily asked, so I went. XD

It was a good day, I got to see teachers singing, de lengang kenyalang dances, and some brass band geeks trying to act geeky cool, but actually they were just making a fool of themselves, :p . Tho, fresh flowers in the dewan really raised an eyebrow...
Not to mention, they served great chicken rice and this year, I even got to have cake! Haha... I got so full.... Oh, Mr Bong who is ever so hardworking discussed the Physics 1 paper before the ceremony, =='' this time's physics is damn hard u noe?! I'm really really surprised how i did in that paper... No photos, cos I forgot to bring my phone. =(

Thus began the holidays, saturday no tuition, monday no tuition, so enjoy... but we had to spend time to do the magazine competition organised by the Star, its great to be involved in magazine editing, haha, Ugly betty..., =P . The power of pizza is so overwhelming... my group is even doing the video clip to size up our free pizzas, XD . Oh ya, I tink my group name is so funny, Gluesticks, cos we're all guys... If you get it, welcome to the dark side, hahahahahaha.... XD.

This week alone, I played 6 hours of badminton, lol , one word, SONG! which is not even a word, heehee...

Then there's the barbeque last nite, I'm glad everything came through. We actually managed to start the fire with no adults! Woohoo~~! So we din fail our practical, lol. All night, dirty jokes were cracked so much, we made a mess everywhere. No pun intended.
I still can't believe 2.75 litres of ice-cream or ice-confection to be exact can finish within an hour, LOL, we are so good... no thanks to the stp, =P.
We had great food, great company, =) . Again, no pictures, either busy starting the fire or busy eating, XD.

(Busy is becoming a very useful excuse...learnt it from someone... =P), I intended to drop the habit.

What lies ahead, tuition, badminton, trip to power plant and even a possible trip to sematan.

All is well...


I really want to eat the chocolate cheese at secret recipe la, beh song if go alone. >.<

Confessions of a Shopaholic


No, this is not about the movie, this is just a post about SHOPPING, @@ . previously, I've been feeling like I've been spending a lot lately... or as my sister says, spending like nobody's business....

I'm sure I'm not the only one who fell victim to the devil's evil evil word.. "SALE" == , or the evil symbols of 30%, 50%, 70% ... ><

I... am wiling to admit that shopping can really get addictive, frankly I'm even kinda scared of my buying power, lol... but then I'm not saying that it means that I'm gonna buy stuff I don't need right? There's always a need for a second pair of shoes, LOL, just kidding. For me, I walk the entire place before I actually buy anything if I were to shop alone, which is usually the case, =(

Exhibit A

These are size 12, I have size 9 feet, but surprisingly, it fits comfortably, =P. I bought it at the Lea Centre sale, after going to all 3 LeaCentres in town, I finally settled on this one, cos it was the only pair there. The price? Let's just say I must be under demonic possession at the time. @@

I have also realised that I will always have things to buy, I like that but it freaks me out!



Kia, lets play basketball, LOL, XD

Charity Sale~


Today I participated in my first charity sale ever. As a part of a voluntary group, I feel like we are more of social aid than of medical aid, but its all good, hehe... It was held at Sarawak Society for the Blind at Ong Thian Swee Road? I thought it would be hard to get there cos I wasn't sure where it was, but heng heng Tai Hock, Cecilia etc was coming out from Premier 101 when I was heading out, so it took no problem getting there, =P

The place was not bad, but everyone setting up stalls at the activity area made it look like a market.


Committee members didn't need to prepare anything for this occasion, XD, but we did help to sell the food, Cincau Sarsi, Chai kuih, Pudding and Packet drinks.

Meet Billy. This was taken before our sale started cos we were still waiting for the ice to arrive.

Our signs

The response we got was not bad, even though there were alot of competitors, lol.... even got Ang Mos selling nasi lemak and mee goreng, damn they're so tall, >.> but I sold them drinks, success! XDXD... and I discovered that not everyone can become a salesman.... Oh, and I saw some familiar faces there too, hehe...


Thats the pic I took when we finished, after two hours we earned over RM500! I guess we did okay, so kudos to our VAD members, =D . Oh, the lady who worked there who counted our earnings was a Japanese! How rare to see one here, lol, I was unsure at first cos her English was either french-ish or japanese-ish but when I heard her count the coupons in Japanese...haha...

It was a good day, =)

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Upon the request of Cecilia,

can recognise? anyone?

Interesting Jokes!


So, I found this online, thought it was funny, so I'm gonna post it here.

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat??

100th Post!

Hehe... so this special post is about something special.

Amidst the messy books, lies my dream come true...

So... I got a little something for myself from the Pikom Pcfair. Should I go into the techy details?
It has functions that fits my needs and expectations, =D and also a bunch of freebies that I'm happy with...hehe...

tHOUGH, i must admit that its not perfection, its rather heavy and its glossy black surface is a fingerprint magnet, but the audio and the visual is breath-taking... XD

Enough of this boasting! Convenience has increased in folds for me... haha, I hope that this will accompany me through rain and shine till the great divine.. LOL, ==''

I am happy...


So, next time you see a new post, bear in mind that it came from a laptop! =)

POST NO. 99~!

Great... I've reached the 99th post. I think its kinda obvious that I've been neglecting this blog? I'm sure it happens to most of the bloggers out there, =P.

These days, there are sooo many things to blog about, like my trip to the local RTM which is opposite Hopoh, and the VAD camp and why I say my leg itches! I even have an conceptual idea post planned, hope to see it in the light on day, XD (lalala~~) I can even blog about my MOOting...

These days, if you check my facebook, I've been quizing alot, LOL, as do everyone else on facebook! Wow, they are really really getting out of hand, like an algae bloom, if you know what i mean...

VAD camp (Sorta outdated)

This camp ah, has its strong and weak points. The organisers keep saying that the house is sooo amazing and that we should appreciate it more, but for me, the house lacks detail, though I am admittedly impressed by the structural design of the house/mansion/ banglow. What I HATE though are the mosquitoes!! DAMN THOSE THINGS!! DIE DIE DIE!!! I also don't like that when I'm finished with the main course and heading towards the desert, its always finished...=='' Cud it be that its becos I'm always eating 2 helpings of the main course? XD

The activities... well at least it IS an effort to bring about survival through adaptation, just not super effective. Though, I honestly think that it brought us VAD members closer. Bottom line, I had fun and injuries. LOl...

For my pictures, see my facebook, no point in uploading twice, =P

RTM visit (even more outdated)

So I got to go in and see how radio dj's work, its pretty interesting, I could really consider a job like that, and name the radio station Jaws F.M. XDXD. The visit lasted only around half and hour, then I went to Hopoh cos Lea Centre got sale, I almost bought a green nike jersey for rm70++, but they din have my size, though I cud fit into M... nvm... but I really like it cos it had the similar design motive as my black nike shirt. =(

Again, pics of the trip is on facebook.

M00ting!

Phew, just glad its over... Many hours were spent preparing for it. Well, we ARE first timers, and we din have any technical practices, so we lost? FYI, it was my first time ever in a public-speaking-ish competition! Funny how it comes back and bite people in the a** for bailing on it like 6 years ago? Nvm, at least we got a free dinner at Holiday Inn, which was good food if you ask me. Our teacher wore like the same type of pattern as Cecilia!

They look the same!, but they are not! @@

Random bottomlines before I sign off,:

I still hot for American Idol. I saw 2 dogs making love at the 2.5mile junction when traffic was jammed with school bound children, I laughed like crazy thinking abt it. I still wanna buy a new badminton racket. I want to know when is the Roddick, Federer match! I'm sleeping more then ever! My emotions are currently numb... Cud be going crazy, woohoo~?

Happy April's Fool, Beware of Stool

UpDATE

Its time for an update...

Now, I'm having all week to myself without the stress & strain of homework and exams! Hence the time for an update. Honestly now, I have lots of materials for this blog, just that I can't place the time to do so. So, here's the theme for this post, "Karangan Bergambar" aka picture essay?
I'll try to do it in the correct time sequence...



This is Physics practical! One of the most awesome experiments ever! If you can't already tell, its a standing wave produced with magnets and an A.C. current. That ass belongs to Gan, lol... How do I know?! Just zoom in la, cos you can see that the name tag says Long. XD

This is me grandma, we were having the buffet dinner at Four Points by Sheraton. Its a very very spacious hotel restaurant, and there were no signs outside, phaps it was new? The food wasn't GREAT but they were good, the varieties they have are rare in Kuching.

This is a door in the restroom. I SWEAR it says Corrupt Taib, if not I wudn't have taken this picture. This took place in February btw...

This is food from a new place called Courtyard. Its located opposite Chonglin Park. The black pepper sizzling beef is exquisite! The squid rings were terrible! They only have one room with air-con, so if you want to go on a hot day/night, make sure to make reservations... Another thing worth noting is that the cups were kinda special. The teapots looks cute, and if yur ice beverages are contained using jars. Yes, they use jam jars for cups! I must say, its a good idea...

This is the leadership camp conducted by UCSI bold guy. Quite boring stuff...


We were asked to make bridges out of straws....

Our bridge looked like a boat, and it cud hold TWO 2 litre tupperwares, so I guess it was a success... hehe...

This is the glamour bridge, it glitters...

This is the LATEST update, cos me,mom and bro went to Village fast food for lunch. They have business only because of the ample office workers near it. In the picture is nestum chicken, nothing special. Just that the rice is steamed in the bowl and has sweet potato at the bottom. The pearls in the milk tea is not chewy, =( . Its one of the places I won't bother to go again, =P.

Heavy Weeks Ahead


Wow, I just realised that my schedule is gonna be Packed! Its crazy what people do to make themselves miserable... lol.

All the way from Monday to Friday, Tuition or extra class or Library Duty.

*Wind swoosh by*

So I got an sms last weekend saying that Maths tuition got slot (Finally...) for Monday, but surprisingly he was ok that I go to the Thursday one instead. What's the deal with that??

Then, I got a call from Mr. Choo about opening at Chem tuition (Finally...). I don't think this is a coincidence that both of em just suddenly call me up for tuition starting March.
I cant help but speculate about that person who dropped out from both tuition classes, I bet they are the same person... just dunno who it is... and what on Earth happened to that one...

How the heck am I gonna do both badminton and tuition on Friday?? Stay tuned to find out who PREVAILS, lol...

American Idol Canceled


=(

The title sure caught yur eye ey? =P


Don worry AI fans, ( If there are any out there...) It was meant to be on a personal scale, Gimmick, lol.

Upper six life is more busy, plus the download speed is like shit so I'm not gonna follow it like crazy, like obsessed man with geek glasses @@ . Sob sob... I see some quality in this year's batch, but am I gonna pick the winner this time? Simply No coz I did that already, XD . David Cook ! Woooo~!



So what is this about? Just another sacrifice? Small excuses?

Valentine's Day

The day love is celebrated, through materialistic means, =P. Love is Bittersweet Dark Chocolate, that's what comes to mind when I think of Valentine's Day....


So what Jaws is gonna do on Valentine's Day?




Sorry, didn't ask anyone out for dinner, and I am too cheap to ''buy'' roses, I would only make them. Did I?

Haihz, do I want to look at someone for 3 hours straight in a room where several other people are doing the same? To laugh and smile with, to share and to complete...

Well, to end everything in a more joyful note, I introduce a love song soooo nice it made me go "Awwww...." sweet, heart-melting song by the Plain White T's "1234" .






and a happy valentine's day to my readers. =)

Wao?


Ahhh, finally have to time to upload some pictures frm CNY, its not much, like just a bit only.==''

This is the pineapple plant at my uncle's house *note the color...


House owner-ish looking(seeing her making conversation is hilarious, =P )

Ladies with big smiles =D

I'm fat... T.T

Beer and Gamble, sweet combo... XD



This is the latest 1, =P if you know what i mean...

Oh ya, our class had our own party, lol. Every1 brought leftover cny food, even the teacher, XD. I got SOOO full... we still have some more sitting in class,(the joy of not having to share a classroom) will finish soon, likely tomorrow, haha...


Today we also sawed off all the sikening tall chairs in the Chem Lab!! WooHoo~! After so many periods whining and complaining aBout it ah, haha... too bad BANANA GURL wasn't here to see it. It happened after we finished thermochem practical, which didn't take long. Thumbs up for the teacher preparing and planning everything, I mean, the tools, the location, and even S1 students to mark the chairs with marker pen. So every time people use the chairs in the Chem lab, they should think about S2, XD

Phew, finally have some free time to update.

FYI, I have been busy with homework and I have been sick since Wednesday. Ngaitih, every week got test! small one here, small one there, lil bit beeh tahan ==''... But we still found time to paint the class, its purple now, with milk window frames, tasty colours, hehe... I'll put some pictures when I have the chance, but in the mean time, I think you can find it on facebook if you hunt for it, hehe...

CNY... the teachers' didn't give red packets, numbers were however involved, the kind that is written on the blackboard that they want you to pay attention to at home. We kinda go lots of those, didn't get to finish them until now, practically went straight to bed after school everyday... siens of fever...

No plans were made this year for cny, not really in the celebration mood, but I did get new clothes, haha... This year just wanna go with the flow...

Oh, I'm gonna enter a badminton competition when we start school, mixed doubles with Ning Ning, I must say... the percentage of survival is not on our side... cos the enemy seem pro.... No fair le! Originally there were only 3 teams, and with my luck, I drew the last seat which goes straight to the finals! Now another team just join in, experienced people some more, >.> , spoil my "hengness" nia... =P .

Oh, English series are premiering soon, must figure out a way to cope...

New year, new year, I might have photos after new years, I do plan to, see how it goes, don't really care, @@.


Anyhow, Happy Chinese New Year to you all, and to those who do not celebrate, Happy Hols, hopefully, things will look up this year.

Parody!!!

Wow, I didn't realise until now that I did NOT update for so long! Well, we are now facing the 2nd week of January, CNY is just around the corner, I have plenty of things to do and I am satiated but still am GREEDY FOR MORE @@. Yada yada yada... So, first I gotta say that I neither support the Israelis nor the Palestinians. Hope they blow each other out of the face of Earth so peace may come.

An idea came to me a few days ago so I started constructing something, which is the Beyonce If I Were A Boy Parody- If I Were A Girl. You know how weird it is for a guy to sing If I Were A Boy?? You can find a few versions of parodies of it on youtube, too bad someone beat me to it, >.>

This post is gonna stay for quite a while, cos I'm kinda proud of it, XP

If I Were A Girl

If i were a girl
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and put my makeup from head to toe
Go shopping with girls
and check out the guys

I'd wait till they rip their hearts for me
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I'd swear I'd be a better girl.

I'd listen to him~~
Cos I know how it sucks...
When you get lost in translation,
Cause she doesn't want to listen,
and everything you had got destroyed

If I were a girl
I would be nothing else
No petty little secrets
So he would get to know me at all

I'd be at his side
And go with the flow
Cause I'm sure I found the right one
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better girl

I'd listen to him~~
Cos I know how it sucks...
When you get lost in translation,
Cause she doesn't want to listen,
and everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for us to go back,
Saying you still love me
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a girl,
You don't understand
And you don't understand,oh
How it feels to love a man,
Someday you wish you were a better girl

You don't listen to him
You don't care how he hurts
Until you see him with another
Cause you took him just for granted,
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a girl.

2008


I can still remember what I was doing at the moment it turned 2008. I was chatting and gossiping about Wendy and his girlfriend because we just found out. Everything were just fine... so ignorant, so oblivious... so happy...

This whole year, I can only remember the bad stuff, the unhappy periods, for they overshadow the good ones. However the good ones will not go unnoticed because I'm fair. The world fell on me, the word upset is far from describing what I was feeling, devastated? A phase of severe devastation.... A process I'm getting so familiar with. First is the crushing of the heart, you feel like dying, and after that is the anger phase, you get really angry at the world and still feel like dying. Last is the phase of numbness, you just feel invincible because you feel like nothing could ever hurt as much as you felt in the first phase, fear is unfamiliar, dying would seem like nothing... This phase is permanent, at least in my case, it still does feel like it...

Do you know how it feels to have your dreams crushed? A dream that was small and a whole heart was bet on it, it sure does seem like sure bet! At the time...

Seriously, its that of a bigga deal, if not, why would I even BOTHER to feel this way?

I will never forgive, or forget.

Yes, there were times I was happy, yes there were countless times I would forget about this pain. But nothing that would etch so deeply that it lasts... Things that I'm glad for in 2008? New friends, that's a start... and I believe I'm better in badminton now... rebonding is nice too... Now, I appreciate 人与人之间的牵绊( not sure if its the correct 词）. Now, THATs something... to me.

I can still remember that time during Form6 orientation, I leaned on Calvin's shoulder and sighed, and then he sang " You got a friend in me... you got a friend in me" Its a song from Monster's Inc btw... I really thank him, really needed that... (Calvin-san, kimi wa boku ittsumo no tomodachi da...) But I bet he does'nt read my blog anyway, =P.


Oh, and songs make me cry now, correction, wanna cry. I found 3 that does. I've changed...

So what am I gonna do on the 31st? I was hoping that there's gonna be a party... XD or I can watch Taiwan countdown concert like every other year....

I don't bother about new year resolutions, =P . Here's to a new year, may many good things happen.

Okay, some pictures that I wanna post before the new years.



This is Corallium Cafe located behind Star Cineplex. We went the before Christmas actually, the food is not bad, the service is good. I think its mostly because the waiter is new, the kind that is working while waiting for SPM results, hehe... so they're polite and everything.

This is a seashell in the table, yes, IN the table, but in this picture, it looks like the shell is above the camera...

They use blue light, which is painful to the eyes, but you can always request to use yellow or white fluorescent light.

They were having Christmas offers, Rm9.90 for main courses. They have four types of sauces, mushroom, blk pepper, bbq and blueberry. I opt for the blueberry because its so interesting and rare. It taste different from what I was imagining. Its a bit like plum sauce, goes quite well with fried pork.

And this is Corallium specialty, Chocolate fondue, and we got it for free! Thx to My Privelege Book. =D

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This is the counter of the new Bing! at Premier 101. Its Packed! Almost to the max! Not just young people, even the uncles and aunties were there. Prices are cheaper than Starbucks too, and its so much nearer to my house, XD. Again, great ambience from great furniture and interior designing. I'm always lazy to take photos, =P. This is the only one.

Dear Santa, all I want for THIS christmas is a Nissan Fairlady

I'm not asking for too much right?

Merry Christmas everyone.

Bells Will Ring...

Dang... the hols will be over soon... and I just started to get into the holiday mode, which is BAD... haha... Everywhere I hear christmas songs, christmas themes... tia tiok chin chiak lak a... =='' .
If it gets too much I just go blearg...

I had the most interesting dream last night, it involved lots of stairs, a lake with mountain view, sewers, a black cobra as tall as a single storey building, Courtney Cox, and i had a flashback in the dream about a creature from a previous dream, now in this dream its only a head and still alive... If i write the dream in detail, it would be a hell of an action movie, XD. I don't know why though sometimes some dreams you can remember very well but others just fade when u wake up?

Well, I'm more interested in the meaning behind these dreams... is this divinity?? Naw.....


See in this dream, I was running up the stairs with 3 other people, we were dying to get out of the underground, it was ALOT ALOT of stairs that just look the same, like when your using the stairs in a tall building. I can still remember the exhilaration, the excitement, anticipation when we were rushing up the stairs... Finally we reach the door and we open it, bright light pouring through, revealing a lake, a lake? With blue mountains rising behind the lake, it was truly like a painting.

We were barely stepping on the soft grass covered earth when one of the guys said " You know what, I can't do this... I gotta get back to the colony". "Yeah, I think we should go back" said another. I was like " What? I though we were gonna do this together?''. I couldn't understand what was holding them back, sense of regret? I was a part of the team too, but going back underground is just... Haihz... Them three were heading back to the door, one of them asked me, " what about you?''. What else could I do? They like were everything to me... Haihz... btw, I think this is when/where a small snake sneaked through door cos I didn't really close the door, which caused the downfall of the underground colony... lalala~



That was just the beginning of the story...

How peculiar that my dream can be soooooo movie-like...but is there like a hidden meaning in it? Lobster behind the rock? Subconscious woes, lol... is my mind trying to tell me something?? Am i thinking too much?

I mean, I know sometimes I choose to be alone, but it never feels good... though its sometimes better... Is it true that better things will always make you feel good? Not necessary right? So much issues going on... make me emo some more... ==