Urgh... I so hate this feeling, its like u saw a bomb explode a couple of miles away and the wave is heading your way, that feeling.  Agony? Anticipation? Definitely got contents of emo.

I so hate right now, basically this post is to mark this moment where I just found out something and the fact is honing me as I'm waiting for the wave to hit. 

I want good news leh...

Fuck...