Ma holidays are over... I think I accomplished my goals but the unwritten ones are not done yet, the stupid book still isn't out yet though I did finish the summary of the book on wiki, which was quite a stupid stupid mistake... =='' The agony....@@


Chemy and Physy was awful, AWFUL!! Waves are very confusing and so is chromatography. Who would believe that there is so much equations involved with waves?? Wait till the teacher gets to those parts... T.T *shivers*

Lately I've been playing more badminton than usual, I actually think I'm better than I used to be, hahaha... and I finally found out where's the Stapok court! yay~ =='' and its pretty close to some friends' house. Oh ya, I have a question in mind, who else's phone cant spell badminton? =='' .


Its official... my stock of movies are beginning to run out... T.T I only have 2 left... sien... stupid streamyx... This holiday alone, I finished sex and the city and what happened in vegas, and it got me thinking, sex scenes are very common in movies nowadays... I think its very funny that kennysia said he cried watching sex and the city movie, hahaha, but I can understand why the movie is tear-indusive, but I'm not gonna go into that though. Apart from the jaw-dropping, fancy and not to mention, AWESOME wedding gowns scene, (Sarah Jessica Parker really really looked like a super model...@@) there's always the hilarious and ''dirty'' dialogues. That is my favourite thing bout the show, humour.

Though running low on movies, series are coming in handy... I am forced to add Ugly Betty and Pushing Daisies to my list. *Note the forced, which is very very inappropriate, =P . My bro said I wouldn't die not watching em... but those are my sole source of entertainment, mind you... =P.



How is this life gonna out this time? I've been hurt so hard that I feel invincible because I think nothing is going to feel so hurtful again... I learnt that from tv, which i wholeheartedly acknowledge.

The Fall


What ''Fall'' ? Being the third quarter of the year, ALOT indeed is happening.


The 2008 winter collection is out! =='' Wha??

Then there's all these shows coming out... hate that the shows are all coming out at once! With this downloading speed, its just sooo hard to keep up... dang, I made a list in class about the shows I want to download, and it came to about 2 gig, PER WEEK man...@@

1. Heroes
2. House
3. Bones
4. Chuck
5. Ugly Betty
6. Grey's Anatomy

And its just the English dramas! There's still the anime... Although quite a number of em are finishing, but I bet there's some more coming out in October...

The electricity bill definitely gonna shoot up this month... well, at least some money is coming... heehee... lots of stuff needs buying... now, I'm still waiting for a book >< ... hopefully it will come this one week holiday...


Life is not so bad so far... my goal for this holiday is to go through all the to-be-taught chapters! for Physics and Chemistry only, haha... The final exam is coming in quite late, late late October...


GOGOGO!!! so enthusiastic? just had coffee mixed with tea... sleeping very very early...

Gah!!!!!! I'm so pissed!!!! Sikening streamyx dunno why suddenly the bt download speed drop so so drastically!!! GRRRRR........... WTF is wrong??!?!?!?!


How am I gonna go through the week downloading at pathetic speed arnd 5kpbs for 1 gig worth of videos??? AHHHHHH!!!! NOT WATCHING IS NOT AN OPTION!!! *breaths fire* Heroes...Chuck... Bones and House... haihz... not to mention the Taiwan's and the animes....

*sigh* Things can get so bored after you run out of homework.... I wanna go out... :p

I guess I'll have to live on dota and movies... T.T and the movies might last long enough if this keeps up.... T.T Bwuahhhhh....gimme my speed bck..... bwuahhhhhhh.........


This is not the first time ppl go pms over streamyx, sikening streamyx... >.>



* this isn't much of a post, just wanted to unleash crap.

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currently watching made of honor and forgetting sarah marshall simultaneously... that's weird... ==''

Oh ya, if I was a government sponsored student, I wouldn't be allowed to do this

Calling him a son of a bitch is just an understatement

Just fire his wrinkling green-mossed ass la, it doesn't even know it's perlembagaan, and it's the FREAKIN district leader. 3 years is just not enough... insignificant fool...

Very lazy to write an essay bout my logic/philosophy thingy, but I want to point out that I do admire a certain Kch blogger's photoshopping skills and his knack of putting humour into things, hope he doesn't get caught by the ISA, you can go to his blog to see more, haha...

Wake me up when September ends...



Its official, the last quarter of the year is upon us, its about time... =='' . What a dreadful year it has been for me...

But then, enough for the unpleasantries , September has quite a lot to offer !! All the shows are coming back this month!! Heroes...Bones... Chuck... >.< Awesome!!!


And the VAD finally had our agm after delays and delays for somewhat over 2 months, sikening... the ceremony went haywire...

Lol, bit proud of myself cos I could fit into it , XD

Then on Sunday my mom and I ending up in Spring just to find a decent atm, lol... shame we didn't visit the mooncake stalls, but we did see the cat show after i ended up buying a bluetooth dongle which will be very USELESS when i get my laptop, ==;; . Ah wellz, just can't live without updating my phone, it felt very urgent at the time... XD.

This is the examiner for the best cat thingy competition


I just LOVE this Color! Too bad I can't tell what to call it, brown? green? blearg...complex colours...==''


If I was a cat, this would be me, Lol, XD

I swear they had the same expressions, if not I wouldn't have botheredto take their photo.

This is what i call overwhelming cuteness... ><
OMG, its so CUTE!!!


This is the BIGGEST one there.

I still didn't get what I wanted to buy there... maybe during the Christmas or CNY sales...

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Lame Joke Registered


It was a nice day, after a rainy night, the cool breeze in the morning brew a good mood in everyone... Even the teachers seem more humourous... L6s2 which is my class, was having Matematik Teknikal 1, which is commonly mistaken for Matematik Tambahan 1, but sudn't be and we were dealing with sequences. Hence came the AP, GP as you know...

Lysia : What is GP
Ivanna : General Practitioner.
Lysia : Then what is GS le?
Jaws : General Sickener

*All laughs very hard

Jaws : OMG, we created a lame joke ar....@@ ( all still laughing)
Jaws : Like Mr Ang, his title would be G.S Ang from now onwards.
Lysia : Like that GP and GS should work together.
Jaws : To earn more money ar?

*Then all pays attention to the teacher saying that the ratio R can never be 1 or -1 , and writes out the sequence on the board. ( 2,2,2,2,2,2,...) & (2,-2,-2,2,-2,2).

*Whole class laughs

Jaws : You (Lysia) no need laugh until like that la
Lysia : I'm still laughing about the General Sickener.


Basically, its something that plays around with the initials of Geometric progression and Geometric Sequence.
Lame Joke is registered! XD

Bugger...



Well, I got all my papers back from the teacher... the marks looked ....very unbalanced... PA was hell man... =='' Redundant subject =P, though it came from someone who did badly for it, hehe... Who to blame? The teacher? The school? The subject? The education department? The education system? The stupid government that came up with the stupid education system? Not like its my fault rite?? LOL, funny, =P. I guess... its hard to get used to the ridiculous rules of PA subjectives, that is somewhat meaningless to me, cos I don bother to analyse those rules. Colour pencils...haihz, makes me feel so much like a primary school student again...sikening...

Chemistry DID came back as I had expected, PASS!! NIA... try to imagine getting 1 mark out of 15 for an essay question... sien, din have enough time to study, spent approximately 3 days with a dysfunctional computer, =='' one week before the exam!! . Determined to do better next time...Chemistry isn't that hard, although the syllabus covers almost everything, the questions that come out doesn't have many variations, so if u can remember your exercises, then your gonna be fine...

Then there's the Physics and Math... frankly I'm a bit dissapointed with Physics and Maths 2, but mostly Maths 2...ah wellz... at least I passed everything...

The National Day is tomorrow! How to celebrate? The government is slowly falling apart, hehe... its about time, its natural for a government to change, its just a matter of time. Remember the Liberal and Conservative party in Britain that we learned in Sejarah?


Love the country not the government, XD

Happy Merdeka!


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Check out Pink's new music video! Its very funny and the song is quite awesome!

Wookay, another quick review, the second half of the holidays did slow down abit but it was just what I needed to catch up on my anime and movies and the most important of all, SLEEP... @@

Too bad that I still had to wake up early everyday, =='' Saturday was definitely interesting, just hate that I had to wake up soooo early in the morning, and I had to drive with lights on in the morning, thats really saying something for me... Reached school around 6.30 and I got myself free shirt, sweet , saw teams from various schools like St.Jo, Paku, Kch High coming to compete in the foot drill competition organised by the Form4 babies, =P .

The interesting part was that it started to rain heavily in/at midst of the competition, rendering the drill teams and the organising committee ''tactless'', well, it wasn't THAT serious, haha... we moved the teams into the hall, but the men in uniform did the drill in the rain...@@ It was what the Form4 babies called a manly thing to do... but I moved passed that to look at black leather shoes, LOL, I mean I saw some remarkable shoes that looked sooooooo thin!! OMG... how can those guys wear them... I mean, they did look nice/cool, it makes the feet look thin, looks painful, but they weren't showing it though... and somehow, the commandant of the Kch High men's full uni team struck a peculiar resemblance to a former classmate of mine...

Sunday was my pay day, enough said, XD $$$

Monday, some papers came in, PA sux.... big time =='' . It was a wise decision to go for tuition... hehe...

Mid-Hol Revisited


Ok, almost half of the holidays are gone and I kinda lived up to it, hehe... halfway anyways, I've done quite a lot actually, not really that much still.

What did I do...first I finished the graphs as they are homework ( 1 month's work), it was nice but sharpening the colour pencils gave me a really really hard time... and then came Monday, woke up late which is what makes me so happy on holidays... but then it means that the tuition in the noon came early as well... that night I went to the Kch Fest with Cecilia and SamC, who met up with Catherine and SW. It was quite late for dinner...but since its the holidays...who cares.... As all Mondays, the crowd was less, and the was just after the rain, so it was quite easy to find tables. That nite I got satiated... as in I got to eat everything I wanted to eat and much more, haha... could be said that I had the best Char Kueh that night, ^.^ . Too bad we couldn't play with the cars on show because after we finished eating, it was pretty late... the Garden Show was awesome this year! Can say that its the best I've seen all these years I've stepped on Kuching soil... too bad I was lazy to take pictures there, =P. I guess you have to be there to see it, hehe... The day ended around 2 a.m.

Satan sighted @ Kch Fest!

Tuesday, I woke up early...@@, VAD had this ERC course in school, the whole day ar... its about the education on Red Cross/ Red Cresent, and we have to take this exam in September to get the KK marks >.< . It was kinda fun, our instructor had some funny quotes like ''Sembayanglah sebelum anda disembayangkan'' and many other funny funny stuff bout war. It was pretty obvious he was a teacher because he had this high amplitude voice which is pretty amazing if u ask me... but those L6S1 XX bitches are really 38, keep talking and talking, siasoi our skool onli... too bad our taukenio din come, why ho?

Our instructor, Mr Tee funny how the surname sounds so farmiliar...

Wednesday, which is today was what I would call a full day, as had by most of the people I know, wadever it may be >.> . In the morning I sent my Dad to the airport, going to Perak. Then, had my IC made. I thought it would take like hours, but in the end it actually took like 10 to 15 minutes, which leaves me with plenty of time to go to Saberkas to get a new mouse to solve the funny/ weird problem my CPU is having... Wait, that was just the morning, haha... I changed into my school uniform and went to school. Ning ning with the ELC organised a trip to the Borneo Post and she asked me to go cause they had space, so I said yes cause I wanted this holiday to be filled...@@ I did not believe that their office or headquaters is beside Crown Square! It was educational yet a bit interesting... but I would still prefer to go to the printing factory someday though... All of us got souveniors too, which was todays Borneo Post newspaper! haha...

The front doorThe reporting section, actually I was aiming for the Apple Monitor, XD

and then at night, went to Pizza Junction for pizza. It has been sooo long since I had pizza... Even so, after a time there, I can say that I'm not going back there, :p . Those who said the pizza there is good does not know what they are talking about... Yes, they're cheap, but its not without reason... it could be passed off as home-made pizza with no problem... and after that, I went blogging and I got to the end, which is here... XD

KISS GOLD GOODBYE~~~

I wanna be the first blogger to post about LCW's dismay, his defeat, his honourable victory to obtain SILVER!! According to NTV7 news poll, 97% of Malaysians out there think/thought that LCW gonna bring back the gold tonight. Well, 97% that voted, that is...

Can't really blame him though... all that stress, I can't even begin to imagine what he must be going through. From the beginning, its already very obvious he was a hell of a nervous wreck. Well, wearing two rings and two pendants I guess DID aid him in his silver victory. However he can be happy to be the first one to bring a medal home? Silver looks much nicer than gold anyway, hehe... I couldn't believe my mom when she told me Malaysia never had a medal in the Olympics before, I always thought that some guy on the track or past Badminton heroes got some already... Ah wellz... at least he's not the one who threw his shoes and racket and his nation flag into the crowd, I'd pretend that guy is not from my country... =='' XD


I wonder if he'd feel ashamed to return to Msia, is it that serious?




Ye know, I came across some athletes from China that have some funny names... from the English pronunciation is Yang Wei which is the Gold Medalist in the Male-Single-Gymnastic decathlon thingy , but in Chinese it could mean 阳萎, which is definitely bad...especially for him...
and there's the 林丹/零蛋 too...


That's a wrap~, one is better than none...

I'M BACK!!!!
















Sob, sob... It has been too long... no words can express how I feel... Is it that serious? To my readers out there, my computer crashed early last week, reducing me to television and books... I tried to fix it, but it turns out that the problem was hardware, not software-wise...

Guys, do NOT simply mix and match ram...it might just cause chaos status on your computer... I had to learn it the hard way... T.T Now with lost emoticons and 2 gig worth of contemporary music, I'm half-heart-broken...

Buuuttt.... some good came with the tragedy, actually studied with no distractions (other than television) but the Almighty TV sometimes just ain't good enough... even when you have Astro (Sports) during Olympics season, Parabola and local, there are just times that you just want to scream out of boredom...


So many things to blog about... The Awesome Gala Seni Greenian, almost made me say glad to be in Kuching, The Kch Fest... The Olympics... I saw quite a few History-in-the-making moments... Our FORM 6 examination! OMG...the Chemistry a...Maths a... will rant later when I get my pitiful number. The end... Fast ho? Blogging... economy-fast-food style...lol



So, the Hols is around the corner, saw few fragments that people who flown the coop flew back? XD o.0 I foresee a somewhat hectic week, 4 graphs, Full Tuesday, Movie Wednesday (Unconfirmed) Full Friday... but must pick a day go Kch Fest, haha...



Now, still have a lot of things to install...and watch, and backup... @@ X.X

O.o 18?? o.O ?





Dear Parents of Blog God,


I have turned 18 today, my parents kinda forgot... yet it still was quite the happy day~ . Went to school, greeted Happy Birthday by Jenny Wong, was surprised she knows, but then after few hours, remembered, Oh ya!! Its HER BIRTHDAY TOO!!! (Slownya....) too late a... if I remembered, I wud've said, 我们终于等到今天了！！*sob sob ). Then, Gwegowee too... which kinda confirms that the whole class knows... However since yesterday, I did hear some noises about money... cheese cake... Then today, Ing Liu asked Cecilia directly in front of me, '' Did you bring the lighter? Like that how we light the candles??'' I was like ''......'' in the form of facial expression. Then when the cake really came, I was really SURPRISED! *wink* . I didn't know how to act, considering it was like my 2nd birthday cake to date. But, I'm really really grateful for these classmates. *sob sob* very touchet, haha...




It was a full day ,fully packed day, really had fun...>> two thumbs up.




No, no presents..., might get the stuff someday... not in hurry... *insert dry laugh*

Endeavours de Culinaria ==''

The tools

the ingredients ... imagine your own banana, lol

The batter...good kill-time activity when watching tv. In my case, Supernatural...

Final product - Banana Pancake! I didn't have enough banana, so the taste wasn't so great. Plus, it was my first time making pancakes! From scratch I mean... If you wanted to know how it tasted like, you can ask Cecilia . =P



Next, have you ever had leftover rice and don't know what you can do with it? I think I invented a recipe that deals with leftover rice, other than the usual fried rice. I call it 烘米蛋. Which means baked egg rice. You just crack eggs into the rice in your mould and stir it until its even, then you can add some seasonings if you want. Then, just put it in the microwave oven for 3 minutes or so and there you go. Its quite easy to get out because eggs kinda shrink when it becomes solid (Protein Voodoo?). When you cut it, you can see many many white-semi transparent dots amongst the yellow, which is the rice, obviously. I serve it with mayonnaise and chili/tomato sauce at the side. Its up to you want to put on it...hehe...

Here's a picture...

Last but not least, Seafood Udon!! @@
Well, not really seafood, just fish balls and prawns... I saw those packets at Tai Kiong once and I just had to try to make some... So bought one a few days later at Baulevard, lol. It was an enormously big bowl... seriously gonna need to go on diet... The home-made fish balls very awesome! I added some fan-mushrooms too...

Kena shadowed a bit, very lazy to edit =P This will have to do...

I'm proud to say I didn't cook a single packet of instant noodles for five days home alone. =D

Guess what,









I am still going to go with my birthday wishlist! =P

What could a guy want for his 18th birthday? A guy has his typical needs...XD


As according to preference

1. Half a million
2. Rav4 coupe
3. Suzuki Swift
4. Viva, o.O
   
5. Smart coupe
6. RM9999
   
7. Dell XPS M1530
8. Digital Camera
9. New Casio Digital Watch
10. Nike Shoes
11. Adidas Shoes
    
12. Big big Pencil Box
13. Thick-thick Physics Book
14. Photo Album
15. Furniture, LOL

XDXDXD 死要脸... XDXDXD





Coming up, Culinary Adventures! Lol... =P

A ONE


*All by myself~~~.....don wanna be, all by myself....~~~ * , just a little snippet from a song. Funny how such a good song only came to my attention/ears when I watched American Idol season 7. =P

I'm sure most of you heard it before la, its from Celine Dion and I heard there was a version from some guy also but I dunno whats the name. Even Leona Lewis did this song in the final of X-factor which is the British equivalent of American Idol, that song probably could be the one that won her the title! You can go to Youtube to see it for yourself, hehe...

Why so suddenly bring such a song up? Could it be the fact that I just sent my parents to the airport? That I'm gonna be alone again for 5 days? *All by myself~~~.....don wanna be, all by myself....~~~ *

Ah wellz... at least I get the Myvi cause moving 3 cars just to get one of em out is just not worth the time...XD and hence begins Jaws's culinary endeavours, lol. I can see it now... Seafood Udon... STEAK @@... Banana Splits... Oatmeal... bread...Choco milk... Plus, I have a lot of reading to do... T.T



Party anyone? XD





Life is still like ''that''.....




Oh yea, did I mention I'm staying for Form6?

I probably gonna get a hell lot of ''zzzz....'' and =='' from people. Jai Hock had to laugh at that fact, like how I would laugh at it too... o.O

Its kinda hard to explain... but the complexity of it just revolves around a simple fact. =(
Now, I just wanna describe myself in just one single word.

废...

Wud'ja Lukkat Dat...




This makes me feel better about the crap I'm driving... =P. Its deserted though...

六月初八

See this Chemistry teacher wanted to give this Hellboy 2 movie ticket to this most well-behaved in class. This class took a vote and this teacher count. This teacher gave it to this tall-tall girl, but this girl gave it to me, cos this girl got tuition? cos TEAH!! got tuition? =P
This teacher even giving this Chemistry test the next day... Ain't this ironic? Or I dunno whats the meaning of irony?? Is THIS IRONY???

This I did take, this I did watch, this I suffered quite a pinch of embarrassment. Movie was great...but reoccurring technical difficulties during the movie almost seem like the Star Cineplex ppl intended it to happen... o.0 Won't go into the details of the movie, being it the first day and all... seems like there were no cut out scenes, cos the movie was pretty complete if u ask me...

Alot of recognizables were there, making the hall was quite noisy..., I think they were not embarrassed to makes noises cos most of them know each other...

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Is is not my birthday? Well... lunar calendar says it is... hehe...

U noe the Chinese has a custom saying that you can't give some1 a clock on their birthday? What happens if you buy it yourself? Thats 买钟 not 送钟 rite? What if you think of it as giving it to yourself? Weird....

Been thinking quite a while to post a birthday wishlist for my 18th birthday, hmm... would that be very 死要脸？Ye think?

Hehe... just kinda ran out of ideas. At least you get to know me better lo... =p

Rules and Regulations:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Quiz:
1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- Find out if the love is still there.

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Wealth!!! Cos already got frens =)

3) Are u sleepy now?
- NO, waiting for My Name Is Earl, LOL

4) Are u confused with what lies ahead of you?
- Definitely.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
- Fills me with sweetness and warmth.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- No idea, TBA.

7) What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
- Driving skills, XDXD.

8) Do you live to eat? or eat to live? (stupid question by me..)
-LIVE TO EAT!!.

9) Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
- You have no idea....@@ (Please refer to previous posts)

10) What is your favourite fairytale of all time and why?
- Shrek! Humour...sweetness and action, I think it doesn't get any better than that.



ME not tagging anyone. =)

*Blink blink*

Tick-tick tock playing on symphony organ,
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Story unfolds in webbed toes,
This little Katak went to Zealand,
This little Katak left to Start,
This little Katak came back from Miri,
This little Katak is feeling numb.

By the wall they gathered,
By the wall they dwelled,
Croak croak croak~
Rain rain rain~
Katak by katak,
They jumped out the window,
Look for a lake and a colourful rainbow...

Oh? One little Katak alone by the wall,
Katak cannot croak,
Katak lost his voice...
When will this Katak jump out the window?

wait, what's this?

Goobye...future doctor ==''

To School for not School on Saturday?


It has been an interesting Saturday considering the fact that its the first time I had gone to school on Saturday for extra-curricular purposes...@@

I thought that school would be a busy place on a Saturday, but I guess it was just okay lo... Did something I've never done before, which is kinda like the reason I went to VAD. Yeas, VAD! Imagine me, assisting the healing process of another, not what I've expected, but thats the point, hehe...

The first meeting was... just moderate, but it could do, being as it is fun and all... some kind of fun. I guess that's how club meetings are like? Even after 5 years, I've never been to a club meeting that has a full package like that, but it all comes down to the first aid lessons starting next week, which I might not attend, =P.

Experienced something immensely funny, I was reversing my car in school while the the PBSM little kids were marching right into my behind, lol... The little girls on the front row was laughing, I was laughing even more cos they were chanting the kiri...kiri...kiri kanan kiri... when I was reversing into their direction, =P. Could not stop imagining human bowling pins...XD

*Sleeping... its becoming more and more important... its like you use it during the weekdays and you have to get the hours back on the weekends, == .

POST Overdue? - Estranged...

*sigh... I guess time doesn't heal, the unwanted past, the overlaying dust... There shall be no end to this... Everything changes, and I quote '' Everything is changing, but that doesn't mean it hasn't always been''. Nothing will ever be the same again, thats what makes those memories worth so much. I'm sorry to say reality is painful, even for the say-their-blessed ones...

I... I? This grudge is forever, but I think I have strayed far enough away from the depths, but still close enough just to be safe... I can hold a grudge longer than a woman, lol... Even if I laugh, I still have an in-use-heart-shaped pin cushion next to my lungs.

Now better than depression? Ever-changing emotions like our beloved streamyx connection...= =''


Saaate... to Form6. Its not bad, depressing, but your too busy to be depressed. Chem teacher got serious pronunciation n grammar issues... Maths1 teacher talks softer than Siao Fen... Maths2 is great so far... Physics teacher enthusiastic but lacks direction, somehow looks like he's acting smart but memang good in physics... Muet-Patricia good but lacks the ability to understand student's context in speech. Muet-Martin has local Malay-Eng accent as thick as Milo-O Kao, yet to see English awesomeness. PA teacher good sense of direction (while teaching), significant resemblance to Edna Mode in the Disney movie '' The Incredibles''. XD

Its great that its hard and keeps me busy, and Maths classes have been a great self-esteem booster, if you know what I mean, XDXD. Now for wuliaw complaints, table too low, parking a hustle, sickening weather, sickening car. (just to keep it short, =p)


*Note, so sat the Maong students, they turn off the fan and lights whenever we go lab, brings out respect in me towards em... Not like that sickening girl that sits besides the switches...>.>



Had an awakening >>> Even though you got JPA scholarship, you are still scum and worthless in my eyes. Yeas, I look down on some people...
Not such a good awakening, but still makes me feel better... XD + =P

The Island Of Labuan Has Claimed Another

KUCHING-13 On this day, Friday, 13th June 2008, the island of Labuan has claimed another youth (Waseh...this newsletter so sat, reporting today's incident in today's newsletter). Originating from Kuching, Sarawak, this youth was both the tennis player and Straight-A student in the SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) . Prior to his departure towards Labuan, our reporters received comments from him such as '' See first lo...'', '' Just go nia lo...'' and ''...will study hard...''. Due to the lack of note jolting, these comments were solely based on the blur blur memory of our reporters on duty. Consequently, our reporters interviewed one of his friends since Primary 1, Jaws VK who said '' This guy... he was the first person I talked to on my first day in Primary 1, I can still remember vividly that moment as I looked at the duty rooster early in the morning where no one else was there... I asked him if he was ''Chong Jia Hua'' because those three words were the only Chinese characters I could read out completely among other names other than myself's under Monday. Surprisingly, he was, and I told him he had to sweep the floor and he swept the entire classroom by himself.'' Jaws told the reporters as he was reminiscing with a slight grin on his face. Jaws chuckled a little bit when he told the reporters that he later realised that he was also on duty on Monday after the form teacher taught the class how to read the duty rooster ''kinda paiseh I made him sweep the whole classroom on the first day of school, hehe...'' he added. Jaws said that that was just the beginning of all the memories they had together (friendship). Among other things, this youth is remembered by that persona, that smile... and that secret fetish towards rough cement poles, leaving behind a warning sign about ''wet cement'' (XDXD). As of hopes, wish this youth would do so well in Matriculation, thus doing his friends and family proud (hehe_promoting Digi some more...lol...).


你...记得要好好！

Disclaimer- this was actually made on Thursday night, LOLWTFBBQ, =p

Haihz... grrr... aaaarrrrhhhh.... this is my 4th depression! I can't believe this! This is soooooo not what I wanted, and 2008 looked so heng >.> just ''looked''.

Ngaitih, if I knew this is what I'd get, I should've just enjoyed myself more about life... Past sacrifices ARE SOOOOO FUCKING NOT WORTH THIS... #$@%#$@%$#@

Well, at least I heard people saying '' You should get it leh...'' and asked if I got it, somehow that makes me feel better la... XD. I stand tall when I say I was hardworking and I stand tall when I say I deserve it. Guess I screwed up the interview, ei? Isabel? Yes, there's one guy who is most deserving and did get it, one heng enough to get it,haha. I'm happy for em both, seriously, but there's also someone who I think should get it more than anyone I know, she really really deserves it...but she didn't get it... =( . If the government sees vet science as one of the critical sections, why only send 14 of em out??

Some people have fucking rich-assed parents that actually (had the money in the first place) and worked hard enough to get education and worked all the way up to save funding for offspring's education, enough for overseas some more! Some even when there's no point! Who's gonna ask you '' Where did you do you A-levels? Locally?'' =='' I disapprove of overseas Pre-U, just no point...waste of money... =P

Other parents just fail to think that far... they feel they deserve a life too, as miniature as they can get, studying hard and working their asses off all their life for their children just ent worth it. =='' Some parents live for their children, some just live for themselves... No matter how, all of both never works out perfectly... Parents like to say '' You study for yourself! You think you study for us, your parents arh har??'' Thats why some parents study for themselves, not for their children... Huh? Its that hard to look into the future? What about the future generation? I heed all, spread thee... No more saying of this studying for yourself crap! You study for the future and the people you appreciate in it! This doesn't only apply to your children la...


Hey you pathetic whiner! Stop freakin whine about what you don't/can't have and start thinking about what you have, you fuckin idiot!

== , Fine...>.> Okay, I ask myself, what do I love about my life? Errr... Internet and those dvdrip movies and even anime! Lol, thats all? Yea...== . WTF, that's so pathetic! Those things mean so little to ''LIFE''! Your depression levels can easily overcome those leh... Yealo...how? Got any others?? I don't think so... I cannot find motivation, no drive...nothing... and Italic goes ...


You know ar, this ''peculiar'' thing happened to me when I was lining up at the Shell station, fuel price rising tomorrow and all... I was alone in the car and I yelled ''Arrr!!! I WANT JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!! Y I DIN GET THE JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!!'' and right after I said that, Hitz.fm played ''Keep Holding On'' by Avril Lavigne, that theme song from Eragon. THAT SONG...those very lyrics that contradict everything I am, everything I feel in this situation... and at that moment I felt like an onion emoticon saying ''...'', which is my /... . It was like music was trying to say something to me... I even found a link to the lyrics if you don't know the song, lol
http://www.metrolyrics.com/keep-holding-on-lyrics-avril-lavigne.html

It wasn't the first time that happened, the first time i remembered was in 2005, the day the PMR results came out, the moment I made a death pact with myself, TVBS-G showed this music video from Nicholas Tze singing a Chinese song, something about bear your wounds, there will still be sun tomorrow... that music, those lyrics really spoke to me, but that day was quite the happy day... This time it happened on my 4th depression. ( feeling like an onion saying ''...'' here too...)

So... what now? You know, people like to remind me this ''Its not the end of the world!'' I know it isn't, but I still wish it would be... well, for me only cos I wouldn't want to jeopardize those who's new lives are just about to begin... Other than that, I can still think of something like '' Stop thinking about it la! Put it all behind you already!'' Yea, yea... but trying to forgetting it all, somewhat seems irresponsible...*raises left eyebrow*. Some people ''love'' form 6, I do not, seriously do not, there's nothing there that I want, nothing there I would want to want... Oi, what's so wrong about form6?? I could make an essay bout that...


What can I do? Ofcos I can make myself stop feeling sad, but there's just no drive to make me do it... unless someone decides to send me overseas, loL =( Sounds like I want to be sad? Ofcos I wanna be happy, but I don't think I deserve to be ...not like this... Death seems favourable, @@. Don't be surprised if I cease to physically exist in the near future...

Its 4 in the morning, feel so sad I cannot sleep...
Gosh, I really wanted it very badly...
Plus, I think I broke my longest word post record...

==''


Life has just hit a new low.




Slump in deep shit. >.>

Of Money, Of >.>


Money has never bothered me more than now... I want money, I want big money. Anyone out there who has an extra half a million ringgit you dunno where to spend? It'll be good investment I tell ya'... =P. Won't really blame em, even if I could. Haihz... everywhere around the world, people are collecting donations for China, soooo much money...@@ If only I could have some... Did China even ask for those donations? ''Please...we need money to buy cement and wood we already own in/on our big mountains'', ''Please...we need money to dig out more money still buried under remains of fallen buildings'' =P. I think China should be able to take care of themselves la... giving too much help would be like looking down on them *insert looking up emoticon*

*just visiting ignorant-self


My dream came late, much too late, haihz... like 16 years old gal having first period kinda late, =='' I seek recognition from myself for myself, but why couldn't I get it...haihz... out at sea with nothing to hold...


I wanna go back and take more subjects/ should've taken risks...haihz... cos I thought, NO, SPM is far too important, take no chances...and look how it came out...determination sux, or it just wasn't enough... >.>

I wanna re-do my interview, go for outstanding instead of moderate/ my mistake there, >.>

I wanna... I wanna go to Caltech, or Columbia U. @@ +.+ == >.>

I wanna believe that dreams aren't just meant for sleeping... >.>

I just wanna be happy... >.>



I am scorned... Some people might say ''Aiya, what passed had passed, stop thinking about it la...''. True, but thats not how I roll, man... I'm that kind of person who moves on while looks behind me every once in a while, thats just how I am... can't really explain why...

Would you look at that, it has been quite a while... I honestly believe that this is my best one yet. @@ Emo-ness rules when it comes to these things...lol...




Out At Open Sea

Feeling like a piece of paper under a rock,
Dread of nothingness, of insignificance,
of a world where his is on the tallest pillar;
A world cold stared with empty winds,
Unwanting world...

Stupid rock,
Stupid, invincible, immune, admirable rock;
Caught him out at open sea,
Shattered what used will be.

Nothing,
Nothing more is there to grasp,
Out at open sea;
Nothing,
Nothing beats this yearning,
This yearning could not meek.

Suddenly,
It just feels easier to give in,
As gold turns to rust,
As a seat returns to dust;
Out at open sea,
Sunk,
In the blaze of tainted glory,
Upon seemingly pathless yellow wood,
He is out at open sea.

Beaten down,
Out at open sea,
Waves crushed thrice,
Old wounds unfold;
As a raptured soul bleeding love,
He sees last of aquatic glow,
Darkness claims his being,
Non-entity fills him within;
Indeed,
He is hollow...



You saw it premiered here, on weinchester.blogspot.com

DAVID COOK WINS!!!!

Yay~...hehe...so proud, very glad. This is last entry on American Idol. The finale show was great, one and a half hours of greatness... I really liked the part where OneRepublic did Apologize with Archuleta! Though the collabo arrangement had some problems... However, they are gonna do it all over again next January, @@, hope I can watch it then too...
In case you still don't know, this is your American Idol Season 7 winner!!









T.T So many ppl kena matriks after appeal...but I didn't appeal...T.T *goes emo... >.>

It isn't always right to listen to your parents... ==

AI FINALS!

Hmm...I don't think I'll go into much details this week, even though this is like the most important/imperative week of the whole season, @@. To me, the whole night was a little disappointing , none of the bang bang and a tad less on the ''wow'' factor...

The show started with boxing theme and they had both Davids in red and blue robes and boxing gloves, =='' with the Las Vegas-feel-announcer they have on WWE. Archie won the coin toss and chose to go 2nd, which was the right choice. David Cook started the night with a somewhat soft rock song by U2 chosen for him, it was not the right song I think for him because a rocker should start a show with a hard-rockin song to get things going, wake the audience up... It was just good but I really like that note ''scoop'' he did at the end. 2nd song was a new song composed for AI which the Davids have to choose among 10 songs. He sang his like a band lead singer but Simon thought it wasn't much of a winner's song, I kinda agree but it COULD be a winner's song, =P. I agree with Randy saying the song is not much but he did all he could AND maintain that rock feel he has. For the 3rd song, he did a new song even though in the past the contestants usually pick the best he had in the past. Strumming the guitar...giving a heart-felt performance that touched my heart, personal comments was ''wow...''. He cried at the end of the song, haha... the lyrics really fitted somehow...it really was a beautiful performance. Simon praised Archie throughout the night, slightly unpleased with Cook, same goes for Randy. Cook was being different, the original he was said to be?

Archie...David Archuleta, not my type =P, but undeniably, I admit that he could sing the phone book and he was really really in the zone tonight... He has a winner's vocals, thats for sure and he picked the right songs,like a full course meal... He was all the same even in different songs, but great vocals in all of em... The last song however, I think he did it better the first time, this time it was just...''not enough feel''. The first time he did it was like ''WOW'' with shiny black leather jacket...blue and white lightings...and a microphone stand, it was the whole ''feel'' pakage...

Okay, if people want different, go for Cook, but if they want cheesy-always-been-like-that-since-Kelly Clarkson, go for Archuleta. Simon le...said that Archie won the night...made it hard for Cook to win, but all wellz... it really really doesn't matter who wins. Looking forward to the results show, its gonna be great!

Ok, I know its a little too late (it is late) but I'm still going to try it because I've seen it work for someone else? This totally goes against my principle. In my principle, nothing I play in my mind happens, Plane crashes...deaths...picturing unforeseen serroundings...scenarios...alien invasions...siege in GRSS...ruling another dimension...(way off course ==). My theory is the more you think about it, the less chance you'll get it? However, by making yourself not thinking about ''it'', your actually thinking about ''it''. Get it? Somehow, that could be a philosophy...or a random pile of BS. Never mind that, here goes...

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I typed every bit of it... There is so much more I can give if I can get JPA scholarship... I don't give a damn where they send me, but if I could choose, I'd want to go to Columbia University...

AI TOP 3

Hey, the post per week...late one day, cos it doesn't really matter anymore, not to me in this condition... >.> . Everyone had to sing 3 songs this week, to get to the Finale next week which 2 of em will do the same thing again.

David A. opened the show, expectedly amazing but that also means that there's nothing outstanding. Starting with a ballad so mellow and sad (not worth mentioning name) somehow really kills the mood, but all in all a good performance. For the 2nd song, he did ''With You'' by Chris Brown. It was really an eye-opener! Does he read my blog complaining about him or is it THAT obvious that he's getting boring, haha... Even so, it was kinda a fatal attempt because that song definitely/totally does NOT fit him, but thumb up for trying. For the 3rd song, the producers chose another mellow love ballad for him, which to me did him no good at all. Expect him to be in the finals, foreseen ever since the early parts of the show...BUT, just like last season, someone who has not been in the bottom 2/3 was voted off, it could happen...

Syesha Mercado came after Archie, since the judges chose the first song, Randy chose ''If I Ain't Got You'' by Alicia Keys which is like one of the my favourite RnB songs of all time! She did great with the song, I really though she could out-sing Alicia Keys with that high range of hers... For the 2nd song, she chose the song "Fever". The song kinda blew me away, cos she worked that sex appeal good... @@ and her style of singing is becoming quite distinct. I somehow saw Beyonce in there somewhere... However, the judges didn't agree and they did not like it. Same goes for the 3rd song, which is more up -beat and ''high'' song. Paula keeps saying that it does not reflect on the personality of the singer.

David Cook was the 3rd contestant. Simon picked an old female melodious song for the rocker, mostly because he wants David to show some originality that we love. It was almost great because he pulled some high-rocker notes to finish the song, like how he did with ''Music of The Night''. For the 2nd song, he picked ''Dare You To Move'' by Switchfoot! OMG...i've been playing that song in my head for it fits how I feel currently. When he sang slightly slow, low pitch i was still doing okay, but as I sang along to the chorus part, my eyes started to blur, I was almost gonna cry. Wow...channeling all the emotions bottled up so long through a song, and what a song it was... Luckily, he had to end the song pretty fast, making me and Paula wanting more. Cross my heart, if David Cook sang the whole song, I would have cried. For the 3rd song, the producers chose ''I don't want to miss a thing'' by Aerosmith. That song is LEGEND...@@ David did quite a good job, but I would still much prefer the original. So proud I said his name during JPA interview, although I'm not sure if it jeopardised my chance... Even Simon said he won the night.



I'm at open sea with nothing to grasp...its easier to give in...



今天，我哏咽了。。。2 Iris-Goo Goo Dolls, but there's still much inside...

I planned to publish a joyful post stating stuff I did over the longest holiday, but no....




I'm all bitter right now, this is gonna take a while...

Iron Hammer Of The Blockbusters

Seeing news of such a movie nailing the blockbusters indeed raises an eyebrow. Just gotta see it! See how this movie makes 8 to 9 digits of numbers of dollars per week, man! If you still don't get what movie am I talking about, you need to rub the rust off your antenna, XD.

This Marvel superhero brings back subtle childhood memories when I started to fall into the ''kancah'' of cartoons. I can't remember much about it, but I still have some photographic images in my head about the cartoon. The movie for starters tells how this superhero came about, which I never knew, but I doubt that thats the original story about him. This movie pretty much has the same concept of the first Spiderman movie. From storyline to villains, they are pretty much the same... The graphic is simply amazing, I see similarities in NFS games in terms of graphic, just that its in a movie.

Definitely action-packed, juiced with the bang bang boom factor with just a pint of humour. Its a great movie, two thumbs up! I won't even mind seeing it again, only if its free, XD. Its totally the hot sauce in the cinema! Lol...

AI TOP 4

2 more weeks until its over and this weekly continuous recaps/reviews will be over and I'll have to find some other things to blog about. I think I'll pass on So U Think You Can Dance which premiers the week after AI Finale. Ah wells...

This week's theme is Rock n Roll Hall Of Fame. I'm quite unfamiliar with that territory because most of em sounds old-school to me.

David Cook, first up this week, singing the song ''Hungry Like The Wolf" which I have never heard of, looked and sounded something like Daughtry. It was an okayy okayy performance, not enough to make people jump out of their seats. However, he does have that rock-star look/feel. For the 2nd song, it was actually the theme song from CSI NY! Eeee~ he slowed it down, toned it down, bulit it up, like he always do, but there was a part in the end that he built it up so high it kinda tumbled down to fast, left it hanging a bit. The judges liked it though...

Syesha was 2nd up, I though she would closed the show considering she's the last female contestant out there. We got a lil bit insight about how she cried being the last girl, blah blah... For the first song, she sang ''Proud Mary'' by Tina Turner, LOL. She even wore that silver-ish bling bling dress and brown hair! Total imitation attempts. When she was singing, I keep thinking about that scene in Miss Congeniality 2 where they had to do the song in a drag queen contest in some night club. Syesha even did a bit of that dance routine! That girl is either getting desperate or she really wanna have some fun. On the 2nd song, I know I heard it before but it doesn't ring any clear bells. I actually caught a few seconds of likeness of the amazing Leona Lewis off of Syesha during the 2nd song, for the first time I'm thinking '' yeah, she could win...''. I love that dress too, lol. Randy didn't like it at all, Paula and Simon loved it. How did THAT happen??

Jason Castro singing 2 songs on the 3rd runs. For the 1st song, I think he did okay, mostly because I couldn't compare the song, he looked very lively for once, added bits of attitude...but the judges all didn't like it, dang...things are going badly for him. He should have gone weeks ago, =P. At least he tried to blow it all away this week, at least he tried. For the 2nd song, it seemed he did better until he lost the words, haha. Smooth, mellow and charming as he always had been. Simon said he should pack his bags, @@. Thats really saying alot...

David Archuleta sang ''Stand By Me'' for his first song. It reminded me of Josiah Lemming who tried to do that song without any instruments and music. I mean, they were somewhat alike, just a little better. Looking at that performance, he's like singing to some girl standing on the balcony at night, with those hand gestures. If I was that girl, he sang good enough to be let into the house, LoL. For the 2nd song, he sang ''Love Me Tender'' by Elvis Presley, can't say I know that song, but this week, he's finally showing another colour other than white! Doing a romantic love song kinda really brings it out, haha. All in all, the judges all loved him, like they're gonna crown him right there, that instant.

We are down to four people, people! Hasty predictions, if things go rasionally, Jason goes home. We'll find out for sure tomorrow.

Funny facts: David Cook calls David Archuleta Archie, does that mean Archie calls David Cook Cookie? XD

Have you ever anticipated something coming sooner, but in the end it came later than ever? For once, I'm hoping for results to come sooner but it had to come later. #$@#%#@% JPA now stands for Jom Pergi Adu! = P. Form 6 it is.... haihz... I so dang hope for the scholarship == . Changing 2nd week of May to Mid of May, ON the 2nd week of May, thats low...>.> . Now I have to look for shoes and pants and clothes, I even have to wash my tie because I can't remember if I washed it after SPM, hmm... Things gonna get so mahuan...== . Feelin a bit eerie bout Form6 life.



I'm shaded and peeling...

A lesson in Late Food

As watching shows late into the night, you get hungry, hehe. Out of the blue, I decided to cook/make something for a late night snack to go with the entertainment. Off I went looking for a pack of Maggi and this is what I found.

I had no idea what the heck is it except that its green and it sticks hard to the noodle. There were even a few bugs crawling inside the package. How the heck did they get there??

Zooming in on the fungus (well, at least I think it is), although quite blur was very hard. Quite funny that a perisa Ayam Maggi brews green fungi. That means Curry flavour ones make red and orange fungi?

All the air was sucked out of the packet and it was covered with green stuff too. Off with you to the rubbish bin! After all that i checked the expiry date, 27/4/08 @@ . Hehe...that could mean that we eat healthy at home, XD.

In the end, I cracked an egg into a plate containing leftover satay pork from the day and placed 2 pieces of bread on top of the egg, preventing it from poping? But I really suggest that you never heat bread using the microwave longer than 30 seconds, it will be very hard to chew... I learned from experience... =P . Mayo on the satay and tomato ketchup on the egg, well, at least I think its nice, hehe...

AI TOP 5



It has come to this again...haha, downloading took quite a while, had been busy all day, long story... ok, back to the reviewing, XD

This week everyone had to do 2 songs, the whole show was kinda chaotic, almost rated the worst episode so far.

Jason Castro opened the show, bad bad, he memang not show-opening type. This guy, somehow I think he isn't trying to win the competition, because its hard to see the effort he put into the performances. It really was just okay, just neutral. On the 2nd song, he sang sitting down again... not someone who knows how to work the stage, but he stood up this time! Wow, the fact that I noticed that could mean that his singing getting boring... but I did get one wave of goosebumps, but that like only a second. He's very not ''in-the-zone'', but he memang liek dat... He's gotta pump up and lose that attitude if he does want to win this. Him leaving would be the right choice, but well, that's just me. The show has its ways of kicking off the unrightful choices, for that I mean deserving contestants...

David Cook followed suit(is this the correct spelling?). He's like having his own concert for the moment on stage, somehow making him look like his singing secara bersahaja, no idea if its good or bad, but it was good, only good. The second song however, showed the world what its like to have David Cook in the house! It was like last week's performance, but getting a bit stale. What's going on? Watching the show for so long and getting bored with this people?
O.0 > 0.O > O.0

Brooke White, girl girl... looking at that first performance, it was all so wrong... it was down right terrible, I agree with Simon defining it as a nightmare. She even looks wrong, dorky, a lil bit disoriented, that guitar making her upper body look out of proportion with her long legs. I even said to myself '' pack your bags, your going home...'' BUT, a bolded but, she made a good comeback! She belongs with the piano! It was amazing, but it was definitely above average. However, could the first song pulled her down?

David Archuleta! He sang ''Sweet Caroline", he nailed it(the song, which is the only thing he...) was good enough to make me want to like him, but no. Yea he can sing anything but those choices of songs are just too ''fake'', as in plain agar with a hint of pink/sweet holiness. The second song just proves that he ain't gonna be my choice no matter how good he is, =P . Although, it WAS a hell of a song choice, singing a song titled ''America" on ''American Idol", lol, look at that. He's gotta spice it up, show some darker colours for a change... >.> I think he's going to have quite some problems, having being called a prodigy@@ and Boy Wonder, that really comes with a lot of stress, even someone like my knows thats a hell lot to live up to... He was different this week though, he honestly/actually looked like he was very sien, not much of the shy shy this week.

Syesha Mercado. Since last week, I'm beginning to enjoy her performances, all because she looks most natural on stage, a good actress/singer, both that cannot be seperated or she'll be nothing. From me she got multiple nods for both of the songs, but sometimes her 抖音 very annoying, == because she uses it on every long note! She uses it too much, somewhat old fashioned style of singing. I'm half-surprised that Simon said she could be in danger this week.



ps, Happy Birthday to JerL~!