Trivial

Oh cool, this is actually post number 140. If you count by the number of years since I started blogging and the number of posts so far.... I don't think I'm an active blogger...

This week went quite well, played my tennis, kinda loving the game, I think I made improvements, mid-term results came back... not too shabby...started weekend tasks on Friday instead of Saturday or Sunday (due to drive and determination of shopping on Saturday.. LOL), and that's just about it for the good things that happened this week, short?

This urge to blog today is actually an urge to nag and bitch about the "trivial" problems that I'm facing/faced.  I don't even know where should I start!  Well, lets talk about how I failed change accommodations, sickening housing people, if two people want to do a mutual swap, what is the reason for rejection??  Further adding to the count of failures in my uni record, =.=''  .  That seems to be the case, my uni life is PAVED with failures...  maybe cause I only choose to see the failures?  I think I covered some of the success stories last post.  I want hall leh... I need CCAs...

Then there's the programming.  URRGGHH~!  If only I had more time/ If only I didn't spend so much time on Task 1! Its not that I don't know how to do the question, I just needed more time.

Then there's the LAUNDRY ISSUE.  What the fuck man... the dryer used to run for 40 minutes for $1 and they fuckin dialed it back to 30 minutes!  What the frack?!  There's no rise in electric rates, reduce the duration for what??  Get this, 10cents for 3minutes of dryer usage.  Again, What the frack!!!  Its already unacceptable because they charge us with washing machine usage while all the other residences don't have to pay for it!  Its not like our hostel fees are cheaper, are they just unfair?  Is it because this is the largest population on campus, so they charge so that we wont use it too extensively?  Provide more for us then!  This week when I was doing laundry, my coin box fell and one 20cent coin fell under the washing machine.. emo..>.>  Then today after I paid for my dinner, a 10cent coin fell under the food stall and I couldn't find it... emo some more...

Then today I lost my wooden spoon!  Its just not there anymore... did I accidentally throw it away? I'm currently suspecting one of my clustermates...  did someone steal it?? Its just a wooden spoon, why steal a wooden spoon... =.=   I miss my wooden spoon...I use it almost everyday and now its gone... the littlest things get me down... how am I gonna eat cereal from now on?  What am I gonna use to stir stuff?  Metal rubbing against metal is so not cool... so I want my wooden spoon back! *sob sob...*

Then ever since I saw people using dampeners on Monday, I want one.  On Thursday or yesterday, I just can't stop thinking about changing racquets and getting dampeners!  I'm gonna go haywire~!  Babolat, my yellow racquet reminds me of Nadal whom I'm NOT really a fan...  so I wanna get a Wilson racquet, which means I should sell my Babolat, just so that I can get a new one. Am I crazy??  Oh, the infatuation...  Have you ever realised that on the ATP tour or even the WTA tour, not a single one of them using a Babolat uses the single-handed backhand.  I suspect that their racquets are not suitable for single-handed.  For me, I choose to use the single-handed, but sometimes, I don't know why but I just use the two-handed because I feel like it?  Instinct?  I like my single-handed better though...  So I want a Wilson racquet! but not before I can sell off my Babolat.  Oh the Infatuation!  Its like I'm in an infinite loop.  =.=  Oh dear...   Then there's the issue of a dampener, I saw Babolat one for 10bucks, but I'm not sure if I should commit to Babolat since I wanna change...so I kinda decided to only get one when I change racket.  However I seriously don't like that decision!  Really curious what it feels like with dampener on...

Sien, stuff I wanna buy I don't have it, stuff I bought I don't like.  See a pattern? A deadly deadly pattern....  Something wrong with me?  A need to sort out myself?  Well, not all, but definitely some mistakes...just today I bought a white FBT shirt because red just doesn't go with my bright yellow green nike shirt!  The size was wrong.  Hence, confined to indoors... *sigh~*

Is this a series of unfortunate events? I would hope things would turn for the better, but what would that mean?  I shall get everything that I want! muahahahaha!  Dear, that's not how the world works... not mine anyway.  So screwed... so emo... so many things on my mind...

Unresolved!