What Post Is This??

Okay okay, some people have been asking why is there no new post for so long? Referring to my previous post, I just thought it deserves some time at the top, =P . Besides, I got really undecided about what to post next.

I wanted to blog about the stuff I cooked when I was home alone a couple of weeks ago, but the pictures I took were unsatisfactory, or it could be that the food I cooked was just ugly. hehe... basically... I incorporated lots of potatoes instead of your everyday rice. I made fried rice, fried noodles.. fried some fishsticks too. I used claypot noodles for fried noodles, haha, weird... I made bak choi with oyster sauce, curry-flavored sotong etc.

I even thought about making another song parody with " I've Got A Feeling", its called "My Dog is Peeing". Just thinking out singing " My dog is peeing... woohoo~" makes me laugh. XD

Our country's Independence Day is coming up, I have thoughts about beloved Msia, its gonna be a long long post, and its like ISA-gonna-catch-me-if-they-see-this-material. @@

I also wanna tell a story. Last week Chemistry tuition, the teacher did'nt turn on the air-con or any of the fans! Everyone was like " What's going on??", and then this girl came in, halfway to her seat she realised it was hot and said " Why no air-con? So hot here! and I'm wearing a jacket! What shit is this?? " So funny, I'm gonna remember that for good, haha...
seeing and listening to a girl say "What Shit is this??", I think thats funny, I must be weird, LOL...



This week is supposed to be a study break! Unfortunately, shit happens, such is life. Its what you do with it that matters most...

Note 1: This post is in Chinese because it came to me in Chinese.
Note 2: This post is released because I am feeling strong emotions and I want to mark this day.
Note 3: This post is very personal. You may leave now.


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我的心现在有一个洞你知道吗?

我现在真的真的不知道这是什么感觉;

它到底是愤怒，伤心，还是失望； 都混在一起了。

虽然不会痛，但是它真的是不好受呀。。。

显，又是这么沉重的心情。

哦，多么痛苦的的领悟； 原来咋们是会发生那种事的关系。。。

我到底做错了什么？ 为什么我得受这种苦。

为什么我又得受这种苦？ 都已经过了一年了，我还以为我走出来了； 但是看来我又掉下出了。

真的真的真的真的没想到会发生这样的事情。

我到底应该要怪谁？ 是我自己的关系吗？ 是我太冲动了吗？ 我明明说了， 我没办法联络人。

我没直接怪人，已经算是很冷静了， 对吧？

真混乱，很复杂的心情。我受的那种煎熬到底谁能了？

我不会哭，还不值得哭。

梦毁掉了， 不想去了， 不管是什么，吃起来都会不好吃了。

可恶，既然留下了这样的回忆！那以后怎么办？

怎么办，我恐怕忘不了这一天，因为这可是第一次啊。。。

你以为我想太多了吗？ 我本来就是会想很多很多的人吔。

我的肚子真的很饿，没错，一个人兜了那么久也没吃到东西， 但也好，很适合我现在的心情。

现在连发泄的力气都没有，也不想在心中呐喊，更不可能真的喊出来。。。

原来我所开始注重与珍惜的牵绊也只不过如此而已。。

到底要怎样？ 我还不知道。

杰文.奥施

Sorry la, have just been very lazy to update.

This time, I wanna post up some photos....

So this time last week, me and a bunch of friends celebrated my birthday, was shocked to see so many people, lol. No pictures are available, because I din wanna take photos on my own birthday. Till today, I'm still waiting for the pictures, :p .

Tho, I did take some of the present i received.

The shape looks like underwear box.

Digi prepaid??

Eee, horizontal stripe shirt!

I really thought there was only one shirt, then when I took it out, i saw the peach color... haha... surprised.

Hopefully, the next post will be up very soon. =)