2013

As the fictatious door slams behind 2012.  A window opens to welcome the streams of light that is a new year.  I heard a wise-enlightening saying that says a new year means a new chance, hope to be better, to do better.  2012 to me was sweet and savoury, something that I am more than ready to put behind.  There's really nothing I remember that I want to take with me.  The things that I'm glad about are already on their way to the new year! 

This time, I'm actually gonna set up some NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!  Everytime the word comes up I keep thinking of the Nick Lachey song! 

Its not a happy song, its a beautiful song that will forever rest in your mind. I do not by any chance mean that New Year Resolutions should be solemn and downing.  In fact, it should be energetic and has impact!  Like a particle vibrating at high temperature!  *nerd alert*

Here goes,

First on the list addresses the latest and longest issue of results.  I am going to aim for the dean's list. *nerd alert*  I know it took a long while to decide this, been avoiding it for a long time with no apparent reason.  I let procrastination get to me, poison me, but not anymore.  I know what I need to do and the steps to achieve that.  After this, I must deliver on the terms and conditions that I've had on my mind for over a year but not to say commit, I could not even get myself to face it!  Shall publish terms and conditions very soon.

Second, I want to cut down some weight.  I know this might be the most popular new year resolution of all time and it gets broken most of the time!  My target is 70.  More exercise and no gorging on food!    I suspect my bone mass is super dense though.  I'm not sure I can get to that target without losing muscle mass.  I think at one time, i was 69kg?  or was it 72?  The end of Semester 1 of 2011, I was the lightest I've ever been in a long time in my life.  Slim down man!

The third one I've been thinking about alot in my mind.  My dad and friends keep asking me "why you don't have girlfriend!??".  I'm not sure how to explain this part, my answers are always different, I haven't really talked to anyone about this, EVER.  I think I'm ready for a relationship, but I don't want to end up hurting another person AGAIN.  I wonder if you are reading this.  I was young and foolish.  I know where did I go wrong.  We haven't talked for YEARS!  Sometimes I still think about what could have been but that's not really healthy isn't it.  Say you learn from your mistakes?  This goal is "tentative".

These are the main things that I want to set as my 2013 new year resolutions!  Even if I fail, I did my best to try.  At least I made the effort.  Do you know life flows pass you everytime you hessitate?



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